Sunday, October 30, 2005

factoids...

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)
--Your Favorite--
Hair Color::dark gray
Eye Color::no preference
(Their)Music Genre Preference::extreme-60s/techno
Height(estimate)::5'6" up
Age::33 up
Personality Type::mysterious but wacky, weird?!
--This or That--
Older or Younger::older
Romantic or Horndog::romantic
Smart or Stupid::smart
Fat or Skinny::fat
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular::big and mascular
Punk or Preppy::preppy
The Big Picture or the Little Things::little things
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present::flowers/candy
Mixtape or Burned CD::burned cd
Love or Lust::LOVE
Emotional or Just Not::emotional
Sincere or Jokester::sincere
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet::ugly and sweet
Sexy or Just Cute::just cute
Arse or Abs::abs
Hair or Hands::hands
Dimples or Eyes::eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs::calves/thighs
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) ::teeth
Clean Shaven or Scruffy::BB is scruffy!
Rugged or Prim and Proper::rugged but BB is prim and proper!
Countryboy or Cityboy:countryboy
Date alone or With Friends:alone
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause::in between...
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much::yes, 3x already
Loved a guy because he stalked you::a big NO
Loved a guy because he hated you::another big huge NO
Asked your friend's crush out::sometimes, close friends only
Lead a guy on for kicks::never tried
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott::no guts to do that!
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend::never tried, im very devoted (wink)
Lied about not having a boyfriend::i never lied, swear!
Lied about having one::i never did
Cheated::i NEVER did, not even once!
Been Cheated on::yes many times!!!
Had a crush on a gay guy::YES
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?::yes
Briefs?::yes
Hat?::yes
Skater Shoes?::no
Pimp Shoes?::no
Band Shirts?::yes
Vintage shirts?::YES
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?::yes
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?::no
Independent/DC?::yes
S&M/Little Devil?::no
Fox/Thor?::no
Jeans or Shorts?::jeans
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?::NEVER
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?::NEVER
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?::no
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?:no
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?::NO
Do looks matter?::no
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?::no, there are many fishes in the ocean
Does size matter?::no its the performance hahaha
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?::no, that's an awful thing to do
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?::no, never
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be)::for what?
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?::some things not all
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?::no
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?::in a nice way, why not
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?::no
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?:ngiawwww!! N/A
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?:i seldom say that phrase
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::yes most of the times
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?::a close friend maybe AND if we both want it, why not
Does this survey suck nuts?:i think so!?
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Sunday, October 16, 2005

dreamcrasher

i was catching up with my sleep late last night till finally my eyes dropped. as i was closing my eyes i felt something unusual, the same feeling i had when there is an unvited guest within my perimeter...fuck its happening again. after three years of having a normal brain wave but i guess they are everywhere and the nothing could stop them from barging in. the thing is i am getting used to it-- hearing, feeling and seeing unusual things--to some people who had not experienced this you may think (100%) that i need professional help, at some point i wanted to try.

rational thinking--most of the times, yes but there were things that i really can't explained why. or maybe my imagination is getting wild again.

sometimes i don't know which is real...

the uninvited visited me again... just late last night.

if i were you, keep your imagination under control as much as possible, because you will never know what will going to happen later.

the good thing is in your dreams you can do almost everything, you are in control, BUT what if you are not dreaming, what would you do?